everyday i look back, to think of what i had
family friends and gratitude
it wasnt all that bad
but now that everything's gone again
i dont have any self confidence
every thing's fucked up again
i want it the way it was
and what it feels like
i will never know
and what it feels like
i can never show(i cant let go)
its hard to look that far back, cuz when i try i loose my track
even though it happens every day
i cant give up just yet
try harder and harder i do
hoping that everything will all come true
when theres nothing i can do
i dont stop and try my best
not giving up
i wanna test my luck again but
im growing up
soon everything will go as planned
not giving up
i wanna test my luck again but
im growing up
soon everything will go as planned
i now feel so alone
no one to turn to
no where to go
but my blinds are open now
the lights seeping my way
it bekons me to make amends
just live my life one more day
things will soon get better
things will get better!
not giving up
i wanna test my luck again but
im growing up
soon everything will go as planned
not giving up
i wanna test my luck again but
im growing up
soon everything will go as planned
everyday i look back, to think of what i had
family friends and gratitude
it wasnt all that bad
but now that everything's gone again
i dont have any self confidence
everything's fucked up again
i want it the way it was
not giving up
i wanna test my luck again but
im growing up
soon everything will go as planned
not giving up
i wanna test my luck again but
im growing up
im growing up
im growing up and it will go as planned
